Jesse was one of a kind.He could make you laugh feel loved and make you feel like you really mattered.It was a gift he had.It was the hardest thing to say goodbye to him,still missing and loving Jesse.Always will.....
Jesse I know the pain has softened but the missing part of my being Remains. I am not the person I was when you were here with me. I miss you I am amazed when I realize I survived when I was sure that I would not be able to continue without you. I miss you everyday. There are so many memories I carry of you in my heart I know today you and Grandma are together preparing a place for the rest of us when it is our time to leave this earth.
Wendy and Gary
December 21, 2015
Your Mom has told me so many stories about you from the time you were little. Gary and I know what a giving person you were and how much you cared about others. It is almost Christmas and when we hear of the wonderful things people are doing donating coats, toys and meals etc. it makes us think of you.
Love and Miss You Always, Aunt Wendy & Uncle Gary
September 22, 2015
Jesse, Aunt Wendy went and bought balloons,Grandpa wanted to send them to you. There were eight of them.Aunt Wendy, Uncle Ken,Grandpa and me.We all put messages for you.Grandpa had us put one from Amaya.They went a totally different way then they normally travel.Grandpa said they were going south to the casino.Then he was telling us how Gramma and him had brought you there the night before your 21st birthday.So at midnight a waittress was standing beside you to serve you your first drink.Grandpa said she said I'm sure this isn't the first drink you ever had but its the first legal drink you had.He said you all had a great time. Your family will always be missing you.Love is something you know you always had and continue to have that never ends.
September 22, 1985 I will always cherish as the best day in my life. I know none will compare to the first look at your beautiful perfect baby. Jesse you came into the world with a Mom fast asleep! Your Aunts actually got to see you first!! Your Grandmother declared you were the most beautiful baby very loudly for the whole maternity ward to hear!!
Jesse I held your hand in this journey we call life. We talked we laughed we walked we ran we climbed we search we cried we yelled we were happy we were angry we jumped with joy we sang we rejoiced we were a team. We never walked away silent we always ended with I love you. All the places our feet traveled together all the places we would see all the fish we would catch from a baby in a back pack to a young man on the side of a stream. All of the people we would meet. We did not expect to part for a very long time. I held you tight and sung you to sleep. Even as a young man I would rub your back and still hum that lullaby when life was hard We never were far apart in our thoughts and minds. Jesse we even worked together to bring your daughter into this world together. Yes all of the good and all of the bad we shared as one. A part of me is gone for now but I know it isn't forever. We will be one once again in the place where pain does not shatter a dream
I chose to walk down memory lane today remembering Birthday number was celebrated with with bears Aunt Chris baked a special Bear cake Aunt Wendy bought the best toys and Aunt Maryann gave you baby Joshua. Birthday Three was a train cake and party and lots of family. Birthday six was dinasaurs Aunt Wendy and Uncle Gary came to Maine and Aunt Chris sent you your very own copy of land before time!! Birthday thirteen was rock climbing and caving indoors with friends. always a second party and crazy cake from Grandma and Grandma. Birthday 21 was wild we had pizza and beer with Aunt Wendy and Uncle Gary at the five corners then Dan Wendy and I headed to the casino. oh the laughs we had with all of the cute servers trying to help YOU celebrate your birthday. Grandama and Grandpa brought you the night before!!!! Little did any of us know the next celebration of your life would be six months later but it was without crazy cake Jesse as I touched your head and hummed as tears fell I did not say goodbye. I did release you back to God holding on to the promise that in heaven there are many rooms in a mansion where we will live someday where there is no pain no sadness
So yes today as I celebrate tears do come but I again hold onto faith we will be together again. I will walk into tomorrow with my eyes open to see where I can make someone even for a minute smile. Celebrate who you were and who you are. I can almost see the smile on Grandmas face who I know is planning the crazy cake for you and please give her a hug tell her she won year number two with you Miss you both Love unconditionally always Momma
Aunt Wendy & Uncle Gary
You are in our hearts always
April 3, 2015
Jesse, Eight years ago we last talked to you on the phone the night before. We thought we were going to see you the next day or two to check why your engine light was on. We were all looking forward to being together for Easter at Grandma's & Grandpa's. Everything crashed down on us that morning when we heard while you were sleeping you received your angel wings. I didn't know if your Mom would be able to go on. We all gathered at Grandma's & Grandpa's and cried until you would think there could be no tears left. We layed on the floor trying to comfort your Momma when she could not get up. Your Mom listened to one of the last messages you left her on her answering machine you always ended the call with I love you, just to hear your voice over and over. Thank you for all the signs that will have to be enough until it is our time to be together.
I know you and Grandma are together. I know she is up there trying to figure out how to put a memory on your site.
Jesse I know you never truly left us completely I see you in many ways still today. In the red tail hawk that flies low in front of me. I hear your voice in the litle boy saying Momma in the store. I feel you guide me in times of great sorrow and happiness. Yes you left this earth eight years ago but your spirit will go on forever. I am alive and do the very best to carry on in a way that would still make you proud that I was given the gift to be your Mom. On the day you got your wings I didn't know if I could live on without. Today I know that wasn't a choice I had to make. You are here with me. My heart will always be full of the memories and special bond of love we shared. I chose to live my life without regrets with out a question of why. I chose to hold on to the promise someday I will join you When my work here is done. Love mom
Still missing you
April 3, 2014
Jesse, I was looking back at what Gramma had written last year.Now she is with you.She can give you as many hugs and kisses as she wants now.I miss you Jesse, always will.I miss your hugs you made people feel like they mattered.You were such a smartass too.I Love you Jesse I always will. Love,Aunt Chris,Uncle Ken,Chet & Lissa
January 30, 2014
Grandpa really likes this picture & memory
Your Loving Family
To You Jesse
September 23, 2013
We little knew that morning, God was going to call your name, In life we loved you dearly, In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you, You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories, Your love is still our guide, And though we cannot see you, You are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same. But God calls us one by one, The chain will link again.
Aunt Wendy & Uncle Gary
September 22, 2013
Jesse Happy Birthday in Heaven.
God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference.
Live one day at a time & enjoy one moment at a time.
We wish we could celebrate with you beside us. Since we cannot, we remember all the wonderful birthday's you had and feel your spirit with us.
Love, Aunt Wendy & Uncle Gary
Grandma & Grandpa
September 22, 2013
Happy Birthday in Heaven Jesse. We are remembering all the good times we had together. Love, Grandma & Grandpa P.S. Miss You, Love You Lots
At the Beach
August 6, 2013
Seeing the picture of you at Salisbury Beach brought back a lot of memories. How you loved to chase and feed the sea gulls.Your little legs could sure run fast in the sand, there were times when you almost caught one of the sea gulls.You always has a good time no matter what you were doing. Those were the good old days, enjoying every minute at the beach and then going to the amusements at night. You always liked the batting cage and did a good job hitting the ball. These are precious times we will never forget. Until we meet again we are sending all our love.
Love You, Gram & Grampa
no special event
July 1, 2013
daddy i love you so much i wish you were still here to see me alot and to spend time with me on my birthday and i miss you so much i wish you could still kiss me goodnight and hug me and never say goodbye i miss you dearly.i miss your big hugs and you FACE lol. i love you so much hope i will see you one day and hope you have met nan my nan and my grandma cote because they are just so nice. so with all the clouds abouve me and sun shining down on me i know you are there with me always. miss you daddy love Amaya LOVE YOU! i really miss you i cry when i think of you and the memories i have of you and dreams at night i always have dreams and wake up crying at night because in them you come down from heaven and kiss me goodnight and tell me that you love me and i just start crying really bad and just think of all those times i spent with you i miss you dearly love you daddy i WILL see YOU ONE DAY LOVE YOU SO MUCH so i wonder what it is like in heaven i hope thats where you are and i know thats where you are love you i know everything you used to do with me like take me to SHADY GLEN and i still go there now so i see you in my dreams and everyone misses you truly and dearly i love you alot see you in heaven<3♥i love you daddy
Jesse & Amaya
June 16, 2013
Thinking of you on Father's Day what a wonderful picture